Time for honesty & truth for a new beginning

[phbear316]

B

I do my best to get out and about, in fact last night after dinner I just said I'm going to the store, want to get there before it closed in an hour. See ya.

Have not found the right organization to volunteer at. Hard to find time, work 40+ hrs wk, gym three time a week. Looking for the right organizaion. I will find it.

Just having a few bad days, in a blue christmas funk with no holiday spirit. H usually calls me everyday, at work but last two days no calls.

Just riding the rollercoaster of emotions

thanks
bear