Time for honesty & truth for a new beginning

[phbear316]

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If the play was anywhere else, i would push myself to go, but NYC alone. not for me. The Jan trip I have to work on getting myself up for it, believe it its to Disney world. (kind of an onymoron issue, the happiest place on earth, and I am misterable this is going to be interesting) But I know I have the ability to change and make myself happy and I have to start working on it. I need to get my plan of action together. 1st need to get plane ticket. That could be one thing i do this wkend.

I know errands don't seem exciting, but keeps me busy. I just decided that I am going to get a wreath for my door this weekend. Since there is one scrooge in my home does not mean there has to be two. I may still decorate that window the way I want to. Not that the kitty is a bad second choice, I would prefer my H be the first one I could snuggle with.

I am trying to break out and do things different, just takes time

thanks
bear