Time for honesty & truth for a new beginning

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I can understand not wanting to go to NYC by yourself. I didn't realize that was where it was. Don't give up on the Jan trip. I would be looking forward to something like that. Start telling yourself everyday from now until you leave that it's going to be a great trip. I'm a big believer in that life is what you make of it. Yes, we get some crap thrown our way but if you let it get you down and keep you down you're going to be miserable. There's nothing magical that you can do to change your situation, but you can start improving it by changing your attitude towards life.

We all know that what would make you happiest would be to have your H back, but since you can't have that right now you shouldn't let that be your focus. There are other things in life that can make you happy. Take this time to find them. Get out of your comfort zone a little and explore life. It can be quite wonderful.

Errands don't make for a real exciting weekend, so I would suggest finding something else to do along with them. I can't argue with snuggling with your pet though.

B