Time for honesty & truth for a new beginning

[phbear316]

B

Yes, my self esteem is low, and I am working on that with therapy. I know in my heart I am not a bad person, I put H first in everything.

I don't like NYC that much and going alone, absolutely does not thrill me. Scares me actually, so I am going to say no to that option.

I have a 10 day trip planned in Jan so far by myself to florida. Unsure if I will still go, and if my mom will come down with me for a few days, still working out the details slowly.

I will run errands this weekend, need despirately to get the holiday spirit and get shopping done, either in stores or online. Snuggle with my kitty cat is one big thing that will be done this weekend. Maybe some more decorating, not really in the mood for it thou.

thanks for the post
bear