First off, you're not a monster. You have to understand that this is your Hs issue. He's the only one that can work through his issues. I'm sure that you're not a bad person. The only thing you've been guilty of lately is low self esteem. Why not just go to the play by yourself? I do a lot of things on my own. (Movies, nice dinners, church, etc.) It's a bit strange at first, but make a point to try and really enjoy yourself. Act "As-If" and eventually you will find yourself having a good time. What else are you going to do this weekend? You can't just sit around and feel miserable. What would that accomplish?
Peace, B
Me: 29 W: 28 T: 10 M: 7 No kids 2 Dogs and 1 Cat With Parents: 09/16/07 Apartment: 10/13/07 Back Home: ~2/16/2008
