Each Day is New...

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Thanks guys. I definitely see the positives. What I struggle with the most right now is not over doing it. Trying to squash my expectations. Not trying to put a time line on what the future holds. I have to hold back and play it cool. I realize that I have to look at what is happening as a beginning to a new relationship. Did I want to marry her the first day I met her? No. Did I love her the first day that I met her? No. That all took time to build up to. It sucks going through it all again, but if there was one person in the world that I would do it for, it's her.

Woog, I used to be able to tell you the weeks/days/hours/minutes since she told me she was leaving. That internal clock stopped running a couple weeks ago though. I could figure it out, but it would only drag me down. I look towards the future now and I do take it all one day at a time. You'll get there too. Detachment is the key...