WAW hasn't walked yet, but emotionally dead

[mako]

Thanks ca. As long as I can keep myself occupied I am usually ok. I still want to contact her, but will wait for her lead and hopefully that feeling will lessen.

I find detachment is helped along by focusing on the new W. If I think of the old times I just get sad and depressed by it all, but that person that I loved isn't there right now. Now she is cold, discourteous, distant, selfish, illogical...I remind myself: if she had treated me this way 6 years ago I wouldn't have wanted anything to do with her, so why care so much right now? Doesn't totally work, but it helps.