At 9:00 last night, WAW called gave phone to 5D to let me talk with her. She started by saying WAW would not read her bedtime stories. I suggested it was late. 5D said yeah. She misses me and we talked about giant yard Santa we just put up, things we would do next time she was with me, how much she misses me etc.. 5D said she loves me more than the whole wide world. I said I love her more than 2 whole worlds. She replied I love you more than every world, laughing. WAW and I did not talk.
Positives 1)I got to talk to 5D, she sounded very happy to speak to me and clearly missed me. 2)Whether it was because 5D missed me and wanted to talk or WAW doing something nice, I was being thought of. 3)WAW has only done this once before and she really had other motives when she did month ago. 4)5D spoke of lot of things we have done, thus WAW is hearing and seeing the fun we are having from 5D. 5)Easily in a great mood to hear 5D voice, cheerful, excited, etc..
Negatives 1)Well not talking to WAW put me kind of down for a bit. Must work on keeping the PMA.
Thoughts - 1) When I was very lonely and hurt missing 5D and WAW, I did exactly the same thing. Perhaps, she is starting to have similar feelings. 2) In Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus, Gray talks about women from time to time get in a hole and have a hard time getting out. He speaks about how there is really nothing men can do to avoid this and all they can do is give them what they need. I believe by leaving her alone and being dark I am doing what she needs. I also believe that by my WAW picking up 5D and spending time with 5D instead of working to exhaustion will bring her the happiness she needs to climb out.
