Isn't M fun sometimes? Sorry to hear you are going through this Fran.
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I know this R is doomed, it can't get better, it's not doing the kids any good and my life is on hold unless I take control of it again.
I could have written that, except I always tell myself the kids are better off with us together, so I keep plugging away. But I think I can relate to how you feel. A part of me would be relieved to have my H say "done." I could just agree and go on my merry way. Is it we lack bravery? I don't know. I think we are fighters and just can't say die. Maybe it is time for you to do what You really want to do now and move forward. The alcoholism would clinch it for me and most people I'd think.
