Pregnant and abandoned #3

[Startingover2]

Hi blindsided. I just wanted to pop by and see how you were. Please try and remember the 'fake it till you make it'. I fake it all the time. To the outside world (at least most of it) I am doing fabulous! Only the great people of this board and my close family and friends know how bad I am truly hurting. I go thru moments that are worse than others...nighttime is hard, or something that triggers the situation. I am dealing with alot between dh's issues and my older daughter right now I don't know which way is up. But, don't let it show. Especially to your dh. Post here and tell us how much that SOB is hurting you, but don't let him see it.

Those of us that are pregnant and just having babies are really up in the air. We all don't want to share custody of our precious infants and personally I feel ripped off and my unborn daughter has to pay the price of dh's selfish ways. Maybe start doing some research for your state regarding when your dh can see and visit your child. I need to do the same as well. The dream has been shattered and the best move we can make now is to protect ourselves with the 'hope' that things will change.

Hang in there.....