I don't know if I should continue to DB.

[forward]

I do wonder if I will be attracted to him. I've become ambivalent about reconciling. As you said, my H ignored me and for a while, he was very mean.

I don't know if he is thinking along custody lines now. I am seeing some backpedaling now.

Thanks for the good laugh re. the paper towels. I simply do not understand this at all.

I don't know if I think H has grown from this experience.