((((((((((((Jenny))))))))))) I am so sorry I have not read all of your thread just yet, But I want to tell you something about what my H said when he came out of his crisis, he said one day he woke up feeling this darkness move away from him and for the first time in years he had felt good he felt like time had passed him bye but he could not recall to much of what happen to him...and at that time is when I could see my old husband again,he had a lot of guilt for what he did, he wanted to make things right for me and him, he moved back home with me, but you see at that point I had grown tired and moved on, if I did not do that I do believe he would still be here with me today...and he is the one that tells me you NEVER know we may just land up back together again, if you would have asked me 4 years ago if my husband would have said that I would have told you NO WAY.. Hang in there Honey worry about you and your children right now take a seat on the curb and watch him spin out of control..
