that's how i've always been. a door mat. i got better once he said he wanted a divorce because i didn't care what he wanted and i was mad and hurt, but espcially after the EA, i went right back. I just didn't want him to turn away from me. all it did was hurt me even more. I don't know that he'll get all the way to worship mode, but a little bit of respect and appreciation would be nice.
no more being a doormat. thanks sandi!
spunky (formerly ann) hehe
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