Pregnant and abandoned #3

[blindsided1]

I just feel like I have been clinging to the hope that he would come home and I keep doing things to assure that he doesn't. He keeps saying things that make me feel like it will never happen. I feel completely hopeless. I tell myself that she means nothing, that it really isn't her. But, then I see her picture on his phone. And, I feel like I have been lying to myself. That it has everything to do with her. That if it wasn't for her, he would be home. I hate him and I hate her.