Time for honesty & truth for a new beginning

[phbear316]

Should be proud of my self today, H told me last night he was only working a few hrs today, due to working late last night. When h left this am he said I'll call you later, I have not heard from him at all, so I did one positive thing, 180 call it I have not called him..

I was busy at work so that helped very much. Still difficult to do. I could let my mind go and imagine what h was doing today, but i won't. I cannot control it so I need not to think about it. sigh, still very hard

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