Boy, PMS does screw up with my mind. OK, so lots of my above whines I've councel people about "start small, hold hands, etc etc)." I had decided to give without giving in, (think brain think!) to give without expecting in return, I know my H is a broken man right now, that in any other sitch, before him leaving, he would've responded to my touch much differently. I should give without strings, because I love him not because he should feel the same for me. I have to remind myself of so many lessons I've learned here. I think I just needed to let my deepest issues out for a bit, and let go of some that are useless.
(Deep breath) You are right LN, we are in a good spot, we are not divorced, he does want us to work, I want us to work, and I have to put our few but precious baby steps in the spot light.
It will be alright, I know it will , one way or the other, and I'm still rooting for the "one way" still
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
