well I gave the letter the 48 rule and have decided that i will talk to H instead and stick to H's needs and not mine at this point. I need to let him know how much I value him as a person but that we need to work together on this if he wants the M.
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
