Attorney visit was as good as it was going to be. Student loans not going to make any difference probably. Good news is that my attorney has not from WAW's. She made some comment about making papers and sending to hers to review. I said oh no. Leave her alone. I do believe WAW is at a point of reflection. This is exhibited by the following small steps/changes.
1) She ran her hand through my hair three or four times after our restraunt meeting. This is the first time she has touched me since separation. 2) Saturday she went out of her way to interrupt a conversation I was having to tell me something she had told me 30 minutes earlier. 3) She is trying the "shoe on", ie..she is going to pickup 5D from school and not her mother, and not calling every night I have 5D all requests I made at our meeting. 4) What little we talk, I hear the sweetness in her voice not that whatever, hurry-up, angry person. 5) She expressed concern when I got pulled over for going 3mph the wrong way at the park where the x-mas light show I took my 5D too. 5) She text messaged me yesterday to tell me same message from Saturday. 6) In addition, she added to the text, I hope ya'll had a good time. 7) Papers, rest of my stuff, etc ... not mentioned for quite awhile. 8) She was very down the day after our restraunt meeting.
Seems last several small interactions, she is showing the kind, sweet person of the past. No reason to run hand through hair, be concerned about me at the park, and especially "hope ya'll had a good time". This is something I would have said months ago. Besides no reason to text message me anything. I already knew from Saturday her plans.
Perhaps, this is over-analyzing but it feels like she is at least thinking. It feels like my plan of leaving her alone, eliminating contact with mutual acquaintances, GAL, having great time with 5D, and show her a detached me is slowly working toward some of my small goals.
