((((ba065))))) thank you for your post, my ride also started in 2003 and I also did not know it at the time, it takes time to get past all of this.. I do morn the loose of my marriage, that is something I think we all deal with, but I had to move forward for my own sake if not I think I would have been stuck in the in that sad place for the rest of my life.. it just takes time..
