W still angry with me, but the intensity lessens

[Lanzo]

Hello all.

I'm 45 today !!

I felt ok until I started to think about it. Now I'm feeling a little teary, a little bit cut up inside. I never thought I'd get to this age and be in this sitch, but hey, that's life (at the moment).

My main objective today is to stay upbeat and cheerful. I should be able to do that, after all its my birthday.

Recent interactions with W have been low key positive, that's the best description I can come up with for now.

I'll again post later to let you know how I get on at work and at home.

Lan