Lill, you and RJ seem to give me more credit than I deserve
You deserve as much credit as any other struggling human being. Let me ask you this: when you go into a hockey game, do you know every move you're going to make? Do you know exactly how you'll react to the other players' moves? No, you just go in there, trust your training and your instincts and play. Just like life. You don't know-- in fact you CAN'T know-- everything that you're going to come up against. You just play, using your talent, training, and instinct. That's all anyone can do.