Taking it day by day...

[Hurtin4certain]

Just spoke to D and she is doing better today, THANK GOD.

I make sure that I dont ask questions about W and OM, I keep the talk with D strictly about how her day was and what she learned in school.

Hard day today, constant thoughts of W and OM. THis all blindsided me and she never once prepared me for OM moving in with her.

I know I need to stop obsessing but its so hard. I spend so much time on the computer reading about affairs, reconciliation and divorce. Its like Im constantly looking for something to provide me with hope that one day we will be a family again.