Thanks IC. I'm beginning to understand a little better how and what you're feeling. From the outside, it appeared to me that maybe you were doubting yourself, your knee, your cancer and it just seemed too soon for that. It's really hard for me to really get a grip on what all you've gone through...I've never had a passion for anything like the one you had / have for hockey and then to have that stripped away from you.
It just always seemed like you were having a good time out there, I never realized the pain or demons you were up against. I feel so bad for initially bringing this up a month or so ago. Corri said it was a wound that needed cleansing and maybe that's true, but I just feel maybe I was wrong to be the one to open it up. I hope someday you can come to peace with yourself and enjoy it again. There is nobody as fun and entertaining to watch play. I've learned alot from being around "hockey people" with you and watching them on tv...you guys are a special breed. You played the game the way it was meant to be played and it would be nice to see you enjoy it again
