Get Me On A Smoother Ride....Need Advice #7

[SueS]

Joie & lwb- Thank you. I was at that point of utter shock when I read it and really needed someone to respond to me.

You know, the shock of all of what was said in his email didn't really hurt like you'd think. I'd already seen that he'd been sending her love songs and seen that he'd bought her gifts.....etc. I knew he felt he loved her and wanted her, so the shock and hurt of that part had already happened. Whether it was real love or just part of his MLC, I don't know. I know he's hurting. Like I'm hurting. The shock was that it's over.....or so it seems.

Maybe there was a reason why I said just the quick....tell me what's really going on with you.....question last night. Maybe I'm just still in shock and I'm reaching here, but just maybe there's a reason why I wasn't able to say any more to him.

Back off, patience....etc.

I know it would be better if it were him that had split it, but maybe it will open his eyes too.

God, I'm just so scared now. Scared in a different way.

SueS