Get Me On A Smoother Ride....Need Advice #7

[SueS]

OOOOKKKKAAAYYYY----

So, I know why H has been SOOOOO upset. OW broke it off. The anger now makes sense and the days he mentioned in his email match with his going out and his fits of real anger.

Yes, I snooped. Should I have? No! I don't have H's email password, but he didn't log off the computer today, so it still had him logged into it. There it was. A one last good-bye email to OW. Of course the words in it hurt for me to see.

Apparently H did see OW last Thursday night and that's when she broke it off. His message said....You said I didn't seem as devastated as you thought I'd be, but I am, as I thought it was just a break and not the real thing. I didn't get what I wanted, which was you.

I don't know if she wanted to see him one more time or what, but his message said that he couldn't bear to see her or hear her voice again because it would be to painful. He went on to say that he does love her and that he wants her to have the happiness she deserves and that the time spent with her was priceless. He wanted her to know that if she ever wants him or needs him some day, that he is here for her. He signed it xo, your SM (his initals).

WOW guys. What do I do? I know he's in mourning now. It sounds like maybe she tried before to break it off, but now she says it's for good. I don't know if he still even wants this marriage though.

WHAT DO I DO??? My instinct says to just give him that space that he asked for and just back off, GAL and be happy. Make him see that this is still a good place to be.

I'm scared now too. My first reaction was to be happy, but I'm just as scared!!

SueS