Thats the way with me. I used to love it also. but my life is one big roller coaster that I would just like to ride a merry go round for a while.
It was funny. My H stopped by today going to our house to pick some things up. Like always gives me a hug. Talk about a roller coaster. He is going to be gone for the week end it will be interesting if she goes. He is meeting one of his brothers they will be around all week-end. It seems it would be weird for him because I am not sure this brother knows what is going on and if his wife is there. It won't be pretty. Is it the same for you about the time I detach and think I am so sick of him then he shows up. It does take a lot of patience. I was talking to a friend and why if i would go out with someone I would feel totally guilty and it doesn't bother them.