All I can hold on to is myself, kids and this site

[BEAUTYandWAH]

The sad thing is myH was good guy. Before all this mess, he liked cooking and cleaning..He used to cook big Sunday dinner for us.

He was very energetic, people-person, lots of friends and so on..He used to talk about his day and what's going on his friends, loved to talk about kids' story like silly things kids did or say.... He just doesn't talk much to anyone. He does not call his family anymore. All he does to communicate with them is text to one of his sisters (He asked her (youngest sister) for a loan, $250. and he told her he does not know when he can pay her back!) He has not been in touch with long distance friends.


His appearance even changed. He look pale and doesn't look 'healthy'. His sister thinks he is on drugs or something. I think he is in deep depression.


Most of all, he has little sex drive. In the past, I really thought he is addicted to sex for years. It is possible that he just doesn't want me anymore.


I am very disappointed by his action/affairs but I am wondering if these are something to do with 'possible depression' or 'early mid-life crisis'.... ??? I will never knows what's wrong with him because he will never go see psychiatrist.. hum..


Beauty