Time for honesty & truth for a new beginning

[phbear316]

Why can't i let go of the wedding/play issue. I guess it just has to pass, i need to get it over with, the day needs to come and go.

H just called forgot he had a mgt tonight, ok I said it involves the new area which he now supervises. Not a problem i say, try to make a joke like, well it a good idea to go, meet the people, shake hands kiss babies. No reaction, well i said i have the gym tonight, so i will see you about 10ish? I get will see. Ok I know you have to talk to her. Gosh i am not stupid, he will not be home till 12 because he has to either see her or call her. Ugh! Ask a few other questions reguarding mgt, then i hear his boss in room, h rushes me off phone, i did not even say goodbye, but its ok.
will post more later going to the gym.

bear