Its ok to have why me day. We all have them. Just keep looking into the eyes of you sweet little ones and thank god for them. You are very lucky to have the kids to keep you busy. I do not have kids so I do the thinking about H and ow all the time.
I am in the almost same situation, H and i were invited to a wedding this weekend. I never saw the invitations so I don't know if he rsvp for one, two or not at all. The wedding is for one of his friends, so all his friends he grew up with will be there. This is also the same group of friends that were at our wedding. I hope that if he is stupid enough to take ow to wedding his friends get all over his a@#. But i have no control. We also had tickets to a play in the city for same day. Worked it all out that we could do both. But H has said not one word since sept when i got the there is ow speech.
you like me have to let the game go like I have to let the play and wedding go. I know its hard, but come here to vent with others we are here for you.
I too keep asking god for a sign that I am on the right track. Waiting for the sign. But i know I will not give up. If you had a chance to read the other day a post by betterman. It was inspirational it took him two years to get his WAW back. Made me feel there is hope. I beleive god sends only sends you the things you can handle. Sorry about the car, wish I could help:(
Sending hugs and love to you, it will get better tomorrow, sometimes you have to get knocked down to be able to get up and stand taller. Jenny put your arms around yourself and squeeze, its a hug from all of us here.
phbear
Last edited by phbear316; 12/05/0710:03 PM.
Me 42-Him 40 T20yrs Married 16yrs 2/06 H- "not sure if i want to be married anymore" 6/07 H-"I'm not happy" 9/07 Admits affair & OW 12/08 I moved out 12/09 still waiting for divorce