I'm feeling REALLY down today. After the bank crap yesterday I am feeling like this is hopeless. I keep looking at my sweet little boy all day and just thinking WTF happened to your father???
I also found out that last night H went to the Leafs game and both OW AND his best friend were there. I am so bothered by this.
Just when I think things can't get any worse, they do. I keep asking God for a guidance and to give me a sign that I'm on the right track to fix my marriage and then one more thing happens to push things further away from that. Is this a sign that things are not going to work out?? Or maybe it's just moving the 'bad' along quicker so he'll get through and we can move on to the good. I don't know.
Friends and family think I'm nuts because in my heart I really believe that he is sick (life crisis) and that he will eventually realize what he's doing. They don't agree. I even tell them that I don't know why I believe this so strongly in my heart...but I do.
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Your H OW 39..she might be in MLC herself- a perfect pair
This REALLY interesting peace! If so, hopefully it will end twice as fast!!
I don't usually like posting these "why me?" things....but come on...WHY ME??
After all the crap that came up yesterday I get in my car to go pick up D and it won't start! I just looked up and said "why?".
I don't get it. Sorry for the pity party...I just had to get it out. J~
