Feeling sad and frustrated right now. This was not how I wanted my life to go. I don't want to be 42 years old, divorced twice, 3 kids and one on the way, and pretty much alone.
I just got our Xmas tree. I wanted a fake one. Nobody but me takes care of the stupid thing and it makes a big mess. Nooo.....the kids want a real one. Fine so my two daughters and I go get it. It makes a huge mess in my car and then as we were bringing it in the house needles are falling all over. My belly is in the way and so uncomfortable. Then we had issues with the water bucket etc. I was so irritable and trying not to snap at my girls.
This was not supposed to be happening this way. But it looks like its my life. Doing it all on my own.
Me: 46 FWS: 36 Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07 Baby Girl born 3/08 Kicked him out because OW: 7/08 5/10 He realized what he had and lost. Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!
