I only asked because I am contastantly answering this with "what happened was a mistake and i'm sorry. I want to be here with you. i want to be married to you and I want to be in love with you again. I know we can be happy together it will just take time. I'm want to give it as long as it takes. If we both try, we can get back what we had" I sometimes just feel like a broken record. I don't expect him to trust me now, but I just wanted opinions, who knows, maybe thats not what he needs to hear.
he has no idea that he's not my type physically. That and not wanting to be intimate with him and the EA and our fighting would probably drive him over the edge.
If i can't fall in love... I'd like to fall in chocolate! ~ Author Unknown
