each night seems more and more disfunctional at home... could be just me noticing all the things that go on as I'm starting to pay more attention now, but i don't know.
i posted something on another thread to someone else and it was pointed out to me that he can't make me feel guilty. I guess i do that myself. i feel guilty because i feel like if i don't do what he asks, that I won't be making him happy. silly me, he has to make him happy.
new goal for now... don't let his critism, sarcasm and tone effect what I do or do not want to do.
to anyone whose S has had an EA/PA, question. We had a small disagreement/misunderstanding last night. I apologized for it and thought we were fine. When i asked him why he was still upset he said he just wondered how many more arguements it would take for me to run out and find someone else. How do i respond to that? He says it at least a few times a week. Is he looking for reassurance? What would you have needed to hear in a sit like that?
If i can't fall in love... I'd like to fall in chocolate! ~ Author Unknown
