I'm sorry that you are continually feeling down and let down. You have heard this all before, but you need to let go. Have you considered writing all of these thoughts out in a journal? I found that writing this all out in private, instead of everything on here, helped me sort things out immensely. I can't tell you how many revelations came to me while I was journaling and sorting all the good in evil out in my heart and my mind. Write about everything, everything, good and bad. Just write like you never have before. In the long run, this helps clear the emotions out of your heart and your brain. Just a suggestion to help you begin to heal.
Always here,
Me:49 H:47 S: 16 T:27 M:25 My EA: 2001 His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013 Separated, but H still in house
Find your Shambala: a place of peace and happiness.
