Pregnant and abandoned #3

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It will hurt. You had a vision of how your 'family' would be and now he has severely changed that. He is not stepping up. Neither is my dh, so all we can do is switch gears ourselves and be happy on our own.

My dh sent a few texts this morning to which I have ignored. He was asking how baby and I were. Pure guilt reliever. If he truly cared he would be here. He then sent a text saying I have to be civil as we are having a child. I just picture him jumping up and down like a kid having a tantrum because he isn't getting his way. Sorry, he wants this life, he has to live with the consequences. It was hard not to text back, but I am tired of the bootmark on my forehead.