You are right, I do try not to focus on it to much, but its hard, because if he is having an affair again it will be done. There would be nothing left to fix. But he is here right now and trying to work on it the best he can, and I have to be happy with that, and I am. But as we all know these thoughts just like to keep creeping up and in!
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!