WAW does not want to try

[wawpioneer]

I appreciate the insight. I do feel a little better this morning though. I can at least control my emotions this morning. She has already called and left a message for me to call her. Not sure what that is about.

It will be hard to love her with all the things she is going to do TO me in the next several months. Considering the LS, moving stuff out of our house, moving out of the area, and not contacting me very much. I am going to try to provide her with the love that she needs I just wonder if that is what she wants, really. I am going to do a lot of praying. I am not going to drop my promise nor fail the M. She will have to do that all by herself.