It's not all about us. But it sure did open my eyes to what my WAW was trying to tell me. Which gave me a lot more guilt and even lowered my confidence in reconcilation. However, I need to learn communicate better for myself in order to move forward.
Got to see attorney today, I hate it. Last place I want to be is talking about the doom I do not want. I am curious about division of assets and debts, specifically student loan debt. I also have to talk about the restraunt meeting we had and what to expect from WAW. I hate it. Have to do something to not let it ruin my day, it puts me in the dumps.
I must continue my plan. Leave her alone. Perhaps, this restraunt meeting is the culmination of her anger and the beginning of a pausing period. I do know the day after she was really down and depressed. Maybe, just maybe, she is thinking. Started dating 19th, Wedding 21st, and 25th x-mas might slow her down a shade.
