Here I am back again after a bit of an absence. I love this board, but sometimes it has felt like I'm scratching an itch that is best left alone.
Last night H decided to throw in the towel. Pretty much along the lines of Mojo's H. Just saying he can't do this anymore. I said words to the effect of "fine". Well it is fine. Anyhow this morning I had a text from him saying he felt panicky and can we talk tonight - promising to be sober. Fine again.
My question is this: Should I just hold out and let him walk away. He wants to but he doesn't want to and I know I could play things so that he would stay. I just don't think I should. I think I should not do anything to help him make the decision one way or the other.
I'd love to catch up with your threads, but I've already wasted most of today just mulling everything around in my head and not doing a stroke of that thing called work. It pays the bills and I guess it might be even more important to do that pretty soon.
Happy hanukah
Fran
if we can be sufficient to ourselves, we need fear no entangling webs Erica Jong
