Get Me On A Smoother Ride....Need Advice #7

[SueS]

Good morning-

Thank you everyone! I'm exhausted this morning, but not as upset as I thought I'd be. I'm sure I'll have my moments, but I think I'm still too angry for tears. I think it will be a bit before any big talk comes. I am too tired for that. lwb, I just keep thinking about what you told your H in your post about how you could wait or handle this better if he just needed time to think, but when there's someone else involved, it's a whole other ballgame.

I did go to bed and got some decent sleep. I woke up around 12:40 and heard H changing his clothes. Surprisingly, he was being very quiet about it. Of course he slept on the couch again. Luckily this morning I was able to just get ready and leave. D3 did wake up, but I had her go out and tell H that she was awake. We put a pillow and blanket next to the couch beside him. I made sure I heard him wake up and talk to her before I left. She gave me a big hug & kiss so that helped too.

I am going to try everything to get out of town this weekend. My friend said....pay for your gas and we'll give you a bed and food! Yes as much as I'd like to make it a weekend for just me, D3 will go with me. My friend has 4 girls, so D3 will have a blast. Keep your fingers crossed that the weather and roads stay nice.

lwb- Yes, I know that H is a great father. Trust me, I NEVER say anything negative about him to or around D3. I would never do that to him. As much as I feel he's pushing me and in a way, her, away from him, I know that she's the love of his life and that she truly means everything to him. I was just angry last night that he hasn't been spending time with her and it came out the way it did in my post.

Well, I better get busy working. A lot to do today.

Thanks again everyone. You ALL truly mean a lot to me. Your support is amazing and I couldn't get through this without you.

SueS