I just got another life insurance policy after my divorce. Not that it matters, but when the nurse showed up at my house to take blood, urine, blood pressure, etc, we talked about divorce. She told me that her husband went back to his first wife after 10 years. Whatever happens will be on His time. Right now, I wish I could work things out with my ex. That could change in a month or a year. I am really trying to keep myself busy and have a lot of very close friends that have supported me through this whole miserable process. I have prayed for my ex's relationship to end with the OM. A friend recently said to me "why don't you just pray for her happiness and see what happens?" - so that's what I'm doing. She actually emailed me yesterday and prefaced the diatribe with "Hi". I found that encouraging on a very low level. Of course, she told me again that our marriage is over. Being the smart *ss that I am, I wanted to send back a list of famous couples that have remarried after saying "never again".
A2BD has helped a lot by encouraging the "karma thing". It is working. I still love my ex more than anything, but I can't sit around waiting for her. There are a lot of really great woman out there that wouldn't mind my company.
By the way A2BD, I watched the "Tao of Steve". Great movie. I couldn't quite figure out if all the women loved him for who he had become or who he was. [censored] was a total babe.
