*YOU* didn't blow a thing, my friend, *H* blew it.
I am so sorry, I am sure you are shaking with anger and emotion, been there and it sucks. No one deserves to be treated like that, no one. I agree with you, something has changed for him this week, or maybe it just came to a head (guilt, lies, etc) like it did for my H. He said he couldn't do it anymore. Don't worry, he just meant he couldn't lie about it anymore, didn't mean he would stop the A. Sorry, my lame attempt at making SueS smile....
H has earned his space. He doesn't deserve you or D3 around him at all right now. I think you should get away this weekend with D3.
