WAW does not want to try

[mako]

Oh wawpioneer, I'm so sorry.

I don't have any great advice, but you are doing what you need to do right now: have a good cry and some good praying. It will help.

Just know that many of us have been where you are now. After a similar talk I cried uncontrollably in front of my W for a long time, she even tried to console me and I just couldn't stop. I then cried for an entire 40 minute (very unsafe) drive to my parents' house. It is the worst thing in the world right now, but it WILL get better.

Also know that everything she said isn't necessarily true. Many hurtful things are often said that they regret later...

Anyway, I hope you feel better by the time you read this. Take care.

EDIT: and yeah, second BD, don't forget to take care of yourself! Eat, sleep, etc. It will be even harder to deal with if you're unhealthy, malnourished, and all that.