WAW does not want to try

[Heimlich]

I don't do this a lot, but {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{WP}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}. Damn. I am so sorry.

There's no easy way through pain like that. Take your time and process it.

Please take care of yourself -- eat, get outside, go for a walk, get out.

Many others on the board have heard similar statements. You've decided to hang in there, despite this new pain, it seems. So, just keep doing what you're doing. Let her go, as hard as that is.

She also said that she does not know if she will wake up 6 months from now or 1 year from now and realize that this is where she wants to be and that she does want to be M but she says that if she does she knows that we will both be better people and that she would be a better W and that I would be a better H if she did.

That's a very small positive to take from this. Don't recall many folks getting that line.

Man, just take care of yourself.

BD