ROOT, can I tuck you in my pocket and keep you with me? You pop in and say your brilliant things....
I can honestly say I truly want H happy. Not just because he is the father of 2 of the most important people in my life, but because I married him, I still love him (always will in some form), and want to see him find happiness, like he had with me. If its without me, I accept this now.
I also want myself happy. Especially after this summer, I found out how important it is to lead a peaceful and happy life. I will find that again, wherever it may be....
I agree, I don't want to be the consolation prize.