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[mrarow]

Ok,Ok The book is back in my care, LOL oops now as far as what have I done hmmmm I am working on putting a lot of my faith in God! In the last 6 months I have on the outside I have started to take much better care of how I look and my hygiene i.e.: Cut hair ,Shave every day, Whitened my teeth, lost 35 lbs and have been working out except the last couple months due to my depression but I am starting working out again as of yesterday. On the inside I am addressing my selfishness, complacency in what was my Marriage, myself and the way I have treated her as well. I am working to eliminate my controlling behaviours and continue with counselling. I am building better relationships with all my kids and extended family as well. I am tiring very hard to not be a wimp and cry but man the tears just flow like they have never done in my whole life! I am tiring to no longer be pressuring in any way and just try and be a good listener as well. What more should I do right now?