Sue I was a child of an alcoholic and I must be like your sister. I was the rebelious one and the one that would speak her mind. I guess sometime's you can tell by my posts. lol I don't know if I ever mentioned this but I was divorced before. My ex husband was an alcoholic and after I grew up a lot I knew that I couldn't raise my children in the same kind of home I was raised in. So I gave him the choice of me or the booze. He chose the booze. You know 15 years later he is still an alcoholic. Ah well I guess I made the right choice. He was also a cheater. Even though he will deny that to this day. Even when I caught him.
I am glad you have some friend's you have been able to reach out to. That trip sounds great and exactly what you need. Is there any chance you can get out tonight? That might help your mood some. Maybe you could do some X-mas shopping for D3. : )