I've been listening to Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus by Gray. It has really opened my eyes. I feel so much better about what I am doing for myself, but the realization of why my wife is so adamantly striving for this D is starting to fully sink in. She cannot tell me why but I can list enough. Sure do hope she will take the time to look at me again. I'll be ok without her but I sure don't want to try. 19th, 21st, 25th just around the corner, perhaps I'll get a sign by then. More space, time, and vision...trying to miss the eggs and not detonate another bomb...lol. GL2U