Since last night, I have had this thought in my mind, that I am being played...and I don't know why H has given me no real indication of this, other then the fact that he is on the internet, all the time...for hours on end every night. He says sometimes what he is looking at, all very innocent, but I just don't buy it...and it always seems that when I come to were he is, he is moving off whatever he is on. But then I ask myself, would he be doing all that he is, if he were playing me, would he be going to these lengths to make me feel we are ok, when he is planning or doing something else. I used to believe this answer to be no, but now I can't answer that with 100% certainty. I have tired to tell him how I feel about it, sometime ago, but it never really made a difference, he just spends the same amount of time on it. Do I talk to him again, or do I ignore it? I just don't know what to do for the best.
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!