Well, I am absolutely sick to my stomach. I can't stop thinking about this. I want to do this NOW.

I'm scared. I know I need to do this and I can't take this, as people have said...Elephant in the Room anymore.... but I'm scared.

Last night I was ready, boy was I ready. He was so snippy that I just wanted to let loose. I hope I have that push tonight.

I don't think I can sit through another day at work (tomorrow) feeling this way.

SueS

ME: 42, H: 42, D6
Together: 18 yrs. Married: 15 yrs.
Attended Retrouvaille - December 2009
Status: Working on it day by day